Not a good place. Not a good place at all.
I'm hurting, and confused and still now don't know what the fuck I'm supposed to do.
Just to make a totally self-involved and angsty post.

He hurt me. Bad. And now I don't know what to do for the best.

I just wish it didn't hurt so much. I can't breathe when it hits me like a sledgehammer to the chest.

Heavy hearted.

Ciao x